I'm sick of love..sick of my family..
it seems tat they doest care bout my feelings
all tat they noe is tat im a lazy gal..who such a BLOODY IDIOT!!
i cant tolerate animore from them..it drives me nuts..
im already suffering..why must they make me suffer more..
yest..farhan wanna break ups..bt in the end he say he wanna a time out for the moment..
then we both cried..he called me..n we tok bout our past n all tat..
the next dae which is todae..i get scolded frm my dad..
scolded me as i use the house fone for long..which is nt true..
i said it tat i jus use the fone n he start to shout..n even said word.."BLOODY IDIOT"
it really hit me hard..n he say tat im a lazy gal..who does not do house chores..
bt i did..n i am really disappointed wif it wen he said tat..as if he does nt appreciate in everything i do..
he even say i did nt even for once sweep the floor..n onli my bro did tat..
i did my chores n even sweep the house..he jus doesnt saw me doing all tat n say things which r untrue..n all i get was thight slap frm him.........
i'm banned to use house fone...
all this things really drives me crazy..i felt tat im nobody..in my family..the thorns among the roses..it makes me feel sick..
n yea im sick..having bad running nose,some headaches n cough..
i jus wish i didnt exist in this world..
frens,,if tmr im nt in the mood..im sori..pls do understand my situation..
i ned hugs..i ned love frm my frens..nw i feel tat im all alone in the dark street..no one to share my thoughts n feelings..
no one to share my love..
no one to care bout me..
i guess tats all i cud write abt..onli God know what i feels nw..