Halo earthlings!
haiz so tiring today but still it did not stop me from being happy.
got sunburn sey..coz i went kayaking last saturday and sunday...
hmm i got back eng paper back(compo)..and yeah i pass !!
18/30..is that bad??but still i've improve right..
after school,all the part C went for IMOS briefing.
and yea i saw someone!! i was so happy that i managed to see him after so long..
but at the same time i feel hurt and guilty..
i wanted to smile at him,talked to him but i just cnt.
i knw that i am still not over you..i just cant..im struggling..to get rid of all this..
it hurts..if only you know how i felt when i saw u..just now...
haizz..i miss u so much..do u realise that..i'm so confused..everything is mixed up..
i'm trying to improve myself...and be a better person...
damn it..need to finish up my homework..well take care everyone..

Since the day my friends and i 'Fought',my life is disaster.
it hurts me a lot getting to know people around you are anti of you..,the ones that u love for almost 3 years being together hated u. i was so scared to go to school till every time i will wait for my dad to send me.I'm scared to face the world now even though some stuff was solved cause since then many negative stuff started to emerge from nowhere. people said bad things about me..criticized me,judge me,and many more why cant u people just leave me alone..why do u guys hated me so much..cant i be happy even for once???i got problems at home and now in school??i come to school to study and make friends not enemies..
i can't even focus on my studies..my mind will keep on wandering around trying to find peace.
when will all this end? till i get sicked??till i get crazy??till when?? huh people
don't you guys have any mercy...i cried so much even though i told myself not to..who will i tell my problems to when ever I'm close with that girl,u people will say I've made her change her attitude and all..u cant judge me,no one knows me well except for GOD,and my parents
i really hope this would come to an end..i cant take it any longer..it is driving me crazy
i think I'm sick..i better get a rest now..take care my beloved ones..
~Farah~
PS:i beg u people to stop hurting me..