Hello there,
Today school was great. It was really slack,and yea we got to eat donut and pie!!!
Donut Dunkin and Pie Kia!! haha. Thanks to the Trybe!! wee~
After school went to ncc room to discuss about ORD and training schedule
and yea it was fun with my platoonmates around me
and also i wanna say sorry to sharifah that we/i didnt wait for her cause if not she would be the one who usually would wait for us despite her going home late.
ok,I'm still sick and hurt..
To someone..this is for u..
I'm really sorry that i've hurt u in some ways.I really do feel guilty. I cant stop blaming myself.
Also without u knowing,when Im talking to you on the phone just now,i'm actually holding back my tears,coz i do nt want u to knw that i'm crying. If only u understand it..But i dont think u do as u could not even accept it. I really do need a time out. And yea in the end we chat as i someone else is using the house phone also coz u wanna knw the reason why i'm doing this to you. This is really crazy..i cant stop crying about it..it really do hurts me knowing that u cant accept and u blaming me..I'm scared if tmr when i see you,tears would start to flow..
I cnt take it anymore,if only theres chocolate for me to eat..haiz
I'm sorry once again..