I am really confuse about it. It hurts thinking about it. If only u really knew how i really feel deep down inside. At times,i thought of putting an end to this feelings,but at the same time,i just don't want to stop it. U see,this feelings is so nice to have it,but if only u do feels the same way as i do. I guess its a no then from you. One-sided love huh. I felt like crying seeing u,no one knows how it feels like to be in this situation.If i knew about the truth,would i be deeply hurt? Could i accept it with open heart? will it still be the same as usual? I'm having a hard time thinking about all this.Should i stop it? My heart just wouldnt let me.Everytime i turned away from you,i felt like crying,but no,it should not be that way. Being friends with u,is also enough for me. I am happy though. Seeing u smile,lightens up my day even for bit. Its your choice,i can't force u.Just follow your heart. Maybe I'm being too much,but what else can i do? sit around looking at blank space? not being me? I am who I am. I must be strong dealing with all this.
I really do miss my friends,especially dania. Dania,if you're reading this,i would like to apologise for everything that i had done to you. We've been friends for long and i hope we will still be friends no matter what happens. You have a good heart deep down inside. Be yourself,show your true personality and i know people loves you. I am really sorry for everything.
~Farah~