oh well, i know i've been acting as if im desperate and obsessed for ya..well hell no! i may have fallen for you but not till that extend. does not mean im not okay its about you. well things have not been good lately, and i'm really trying my best to absorb what happen, slowly adjusting and digest it..haiz..
i shall not care what they said about being desperate etc etc, they dont know how i feel deep down insde and what happen lately...

you are not giving me any chances to at least talk about it. do you even know what i'm feeling? i feel like fool at times waiting for you to reply my msges..cant you at least reply me and not making me wait and start making nonsensical assumption..is it so hard for you to type few words and click on send? haiz...
you feel hanging? then what about me? you think im not? can't you see what you're doing is hurting me, huh?
if only you know....