yes i know my previous past post are like emo shit? or maybe making you feel creepy about it..(bulu roma ternaik) its just that i dont know how to let things out and put it in a better form..im not used to it..
maybe because of all that they think im desperate..haiz..im just trying to let things out..
people keep on saying, cheer up, relax. They said they understand how you feel, but i dont think so..its not that easy..especially when you're trying to make things look normal..hiding your real emotions..
\haiz, i'll just continue find ways to cheer me up, and just keep on smiling..being emo is so not me...hmm..